I'm Through with Love

“I am trough with Love/I will never fall again (…)”.

This words sound like coming out from a desperate person don’t they? Well I wish I could do that. Never fall in love again. Yes I wish I could do that. But why is it that every time I try it the Love Boat comes back to pick me up?

Why does it do such a thing to me?

I wish I could never fall in love again so I could fell no more pain, have no more suffering, no more hope in that subject. It is as they say: “Wishful thinking only leads to disappointment”.

It seems that the more I imagine the good things that we could do together, the things we can go through, the happy moments we could live…more of a failure it becomes.

Don’t think I am to pessimist! Want to know the rest of the song?

“(…) because I must have you, /or no one”.

That’s right. I’m always in the mood to fall in love to at least one person.

Just wish I could know who she is! 

12th January 2009

What Do I Think of Love

Love!

Some will say that it’s a dreadful and painful bound and others will say that it is the most beautiful and “tasty” thing of the all world. Well, I found out the middle term. I think that love is a too faced coin. It can cause us many pain or many joy.

I also believe that it’s a matter of some luck or destiny. Many people may be lucky or may even have been written on their destiny that they will know love, taste it, have it and perhaps live with it.

But let’s talk about those who never met love. Just felt it, but never had it, nor tasted it. What about those people? Most of them are those who know more about love, and care more about it. And those are the kind of people that when they have the chance or the luck to taste love, make it last as much as they can. The lucky ones or destined ones don’t really care much about love nor understand what is to fell pain in love and so when they do not have love, for a few weeks, months, or maybe one year, on the palm of their hands they do not really care.

That makes me fell sad. If they only knew what they are throwing out of the window. If they only knew that it’s like throw way diamonds…

Love! The machine that makes our world keep spinning and functioning.

What is it really? A synonym for pain or the fountain of joy and happiness?

It’s your time to think!

16th December 2008

Where are you?

Where are you my dear? Where have you been in this last couple of weeks? What have you been doing? The time for you to change your looks has already passed. Where are you my beauty?

I miss you, you know?! All this days when I go outside at night and I look up, to the place where you live, but only a few of your neighbours are there. If only they could answer me, answer to my question perhaps I wouldn’t be needing to write this text, this love letter for you my beauty.

Where are you my lover? I miss your cold, white, pale face, looking at me, starring at me. Without you at sight I can not receive the energy that you usually send upon me and that makes my mind and spirit almost as clean as taking a bath on the ocean.

You know how my  maker loves the ocean don’t you?

Where are you my sweaty? The last time that I saw you, you were diminishing little by little and by then, I was missing you already. Can you imagine how I fell by now? After all this days without you not even near me? Has our distance been a bad thing already now you fail to show up right in front of my door. Why my love? Don’t you love anymore? You know that I still love you don’t you?! I always wait for you to come and as you usually wait for me to get to the top of the mountain.

But now for the first time sense you and I became lovers, you fail me. Where are you Moon? Where have you been? Have you forgot how important you are to me?

Ssssh. Rest my love. Now that I’m finally free from any obligation,  no longer bound to society, you and I have all the time in the world.

Wait for me Moon, has I am waiting for you now.

27th January 2009